Saturday, November 27, 2010

Watching your ex and their exes

Shaking limbs
Spinning head
Stomach churning
Suspicions growing


Its painful, being the ex who knows the others passwords. 
Reading the conversations between your past lover and their past lovers. 
Seeing they are the only ones that they talk to. That they use full sentences when you get one word, bull-shit phrases. 

Makes you want to just snap. 

Shouldn't really bottle up so many emotions.
Makes the moments when you do snap oh so confusing.
Unable to tell if you want to cry, scream, die, or kill someone.

Your exes exes.

Also makes it harder to put your mask on.
To type those fake smiles
Those sickenly happy commetns

When you want to have a total break down.


Is love really worth it?

3 comments:

  1. Oh, dear.
    I feel the EXACT same right now.
    Wish I could tell you if it is worth it or not...

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  2. His other ex actually. I saw you guys had been talking and said to him that I didn't know you two were friends and that i thought it was nice that you two wer and he never talked to me again. That was it. So, no, this isnt about you.

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